mumble

i find myself sitting bored at my computer. i'm unemployed. if i wasn't, i wouldn't do anything anyway. i go through post secret to see what people have said, hoping to find some amusement/motivation/care. but i don't. not in this mood. maybe i'll watch another dexter and hope to be entertained. this is why i smoke. cause i'm lazy. because on or off, i feel this thought slipping through. don't do anything. there's nothing to do.

but there is...there always is